Hello,

I don’t have anyone to talk about this with - so I’m coming on here. I want to enlist as a lone soldier next year after I graduate highschool.

My community/ school is heavily anti-israel. I have struggled a lot with my classmates and even teacher because of their extreme opinions. Around this time my friends are starting to apply to university, and to be honest, I don’t know what to do.

First of all. I’m Ashkenazi Jewish. I overthink everything.

But I know I want to serve. I have known for a while now, what role/job exactly is still unsure to me, but I have time to figure that out.

The issue is that I don’t think I will ever be able to return home. My parents think I shouldn’t even put that I served in the army on any CV/ LinkedIn type thing, so employers don’t see it.

I know - why would I want to return to that if that’s their ideology? None of us want to live with antisemites, of course, but if I later want to study somewhere outside of Israel, maybe work outside of Israel, I guess I have to accept what comes with it.

Therefore im curious: if there are any lone soldiers who left their country and lost lots of connections, and lost their opportunity to a very different future (not saying I would prefer something different, but I do think about the “what ifs”), please let me know.

I don’t know anybody who can really understand how im feeling right now.